Saturday, 27 August 2011

This is how i will feel, if i ever let you go :(

You may have think that I'm hurting you and i am not appreciating you. But baby that's just how you see things! Baby, i know you're hurt because i saw it all over your face. Baby, tell me who is going to replace me? I should have known that it was all going to come to an end. Baby, i'm not blaming you nor am i blaming myself! But i just feel you're not giving me a chance to show you how much i love you. I don't want to be lonely, but I'm all alone right now. I miss you babe ;( I can't believe it's all over, i thought this love will never over. I wish i could grab you and just tell you how much I've missed you but I guess it's better if i just keep everything inside of me. I thank god, for sending you to me darling. I thank you, for molding me to be a woman. I love and appreciate everything that you've done for me. We saw our future together, it was good. Do you still remember the times when we use to just lie on the bed and talk our hearts out? Do you miss me as much as i miss you? Darling, i still have dreams about you, but sadly I've got no one to share it with. Will you be mine once again? 
I may have treated you like a trash, told you harsh things but trust me abie! It was never from the heart.I promised i will hurt you or let anyone hurt you. I'm your shield !! Till this very moment I am keeping all my promises. I love you without expectations and now i wish you would love me back.
You're my bestfriend,boyfriend,dad and darling husband!
Every now and then i fall apart, and i need you now tonight and i need you more than anything else.
Baby, i really feel like I'm chasing the shadow. Once upon a time i was falling in love and now I'm only falling apart. Once upon a time there was light in my life and now there is only love in the dark.
You know if i were given one chance to do whatever i want with time i would go back and change what went wrong between us. But as you said it's not easy to feel the same again, i just wish you would give us another try ;( Your heart is my home, now I'm homeless :(

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