So a year has passed by, and we haven't got things official yet. I don't know if it will ever be or not too!
Sometimes this matter gets me sick worried and it always makes me unhappy.
But surprisingly, despite all the problem we face, he always manages to make me smile and gives me butterfly in my stomach.
Though, future is something that is unpredictable, I know for the fact that my present, I would like to spend it with him.
I want to start off my day with him and end it with him too.
If that's too much to ask, then I shall just keep my wishes to myself. I've read an article about, if a person wants to be in a relationship with you, it will surely take time. But if this time is gonna exceed more than 6months then I guess it's no longer love that is between that two person. I don't know if it's true or not but seems very convincing.
Does this mean he doesn't love me? Is he here just to fool around and deceive my heart which truly loves him?
What does it mean?
It might be true, but at the same it might just might be false too.
There is also a saying, " To be in a relationship, it doesn't only involves physical touch. Two must take ample amount of time, patience, love and trust if they really want to be together."
I guess I'm at situation number 2.
Some of my friends told me I should let him go, even he told me that. Letting go is not why I grew my feelings for him, no one seems to understand that. Sometimes I feel not even him :(
If I were to walk away, I could have done it long time, but I decided to stay simple because I still have hope and I love him.
But if walking away is going to make everything else easier then I will just to see my baby smile. :')
This doesn't mean love has faded between us. Love can never fade, feelings can never in a million years fade.
They will always be there, but..How shall I put it...
But it's just that it's hidden and never found after that. Because they person who hid that love is the one who can find that love once again. :)
I love you boo. Till time comes for us to go on our own way, I will stay by your side and love you.
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