Saturday, 17 September 2011

Twisted in twister.


Friendship is a twist and turn relationship.. We often find goodness and at times we can go "Oh my goodness".


So this is how the goodness became "OH MY GOODNESS", thanks to Mr. Matthew Mafosa..



  •  Matthew Mafosa, 27 years old from the metropolitan city. Single pilot who is looking for a "co-pilot". Family orientated and the only child. Travels all around the world and yet still has a very mysteries personality.
A,B,C and D, typical down town girls! Has been friends for quiet some time and loves hanging out with each other.
One night at a pool party, Matthew randomly approached a girl which was Ms.A! Like every other typical girl being approached by an tall,dark and handsome man, Ms.A was very excited, indeed but she did not made it obvious. Matthew was quite a chatter box and A had a good time talking to him. Sweet as sugar he was to her and they decided to exchange their cell numbers just so they could hang on again.


Matthew and A got close and they were more or less like good buddies and they hung out almost every weekend. Both of them loved outdoor activities so every weekend was an adventurous one for them. Camps, jungle tracking, movies and etc.  Drive town to town and having crazy conversations and coming home feeling super exhausted is what they both love doing. Turn out to be, they were good company for each other.


Knowing Ms.A for quite some time, Matthew became very curious to know who her friends are because he noticed she hung out with him all the time. Does this means, A has got no friends? This curiosity needed to be answered so Matthew started asking A about her friends. A, started telling about her friends which was B,C and D! The joy and fun which this girls had, triggered Matthew and he wanted to know them even more. Matthew asked A, if its okay for him to meet this girls one at a time and she agreed. Matthew coincidently met B walking in a mall with A one day and that's when B was introduced to Matthew. B was busy checking out stuffs and wasn't really bothered to know about him but Matthew had much interest on B. As days goes by, Matthew tried getting B's attention but did not succeed and this got A thinking, " Why is Matthew showing so much of interest on B?"
Knowing that B is not responding to him, he decided to get to know another one of A's friend which is D. 
They clicked very much at the first meeting and it did not please A very much. They were talking and getting to know each other and D started showing lots of interest on Matthew. This interest which D has on Matthew made him feel weird and he could not stand her, furthermore it started jeopardizing the relationship that he had with A. 
All of a sudden, he caught an eye on C and they begin to know each other.... So A has been observing Matthew closely and A seems to be in a confused state of mind. 
How could we judge, Matthew as a person? Would you still continue to approach Matthew as usual or will you just stay as friends?
Last but not least, who should be trusted?


p/s perkara ini bukan satu isu yang perlu dibesar-besarkan. Ia hanyalah sebuah cerita rekaan dan tiada kena-mengena dengan mana-mana pihak. Komen dan pendapat anda dialu-alukan.


Sunday, 11 September 2011

Dad :')




In everybody's life there will be one hero and usually it's a male figure! Sad to say, i can't call my dad the real hero but yet he will always be my HERO :) 
Perhaps, there is a reason why people have to leave our life's or we have to let them go.. But till today, I'm very much confused appa.
19 years of life, I've practically grown without a dad! Sad to say that even when i had one, he wasn't really there.
Till today, i ask myself 'appa, do you think of me as much as i think of you?' ! Maybe, due to the ego you have and the same ego we've inherited, now we behave like we don't even know each other!
I still remember appa, you use to come back home once a month with a box of chocolate just for me. I use to stay awake and sit in the couch with is your favorite and wish it was your lap appa.. :( With the noise of your car and the noise of you walking, i will be running around the house telling everybody that "APPA, is back home"
I did not really get it why, everybody at home wasn't excited as me, instead they hid themselves in the room the moment you came home.. Till one day, i started realizing things. When i got to know the truth, and it broke me apart..
Question were clouding above my mind, and yet i wanted only you. No matter what amma said i WANTED ONLY YOU appa :( But you were just too busy with others, not realizing how much all of miss you as a man of the house and also as a dad.
Maybe you might think we ain't good kids, but pa we're the best kids anyone can have..
Deep down, i know there is a good soul hidden but why must you be like this?
What did we even do to you, for us not to hve a good dad? Is that too much to ask pa.. To just be with us and not having family out of the house??
I thought love was all about putting the needs of the on your love above yours? I guess, it wasn't in your case eh?
It was all about you and not us.. :( Pa, you know i am all your chittukuruvi right or am i not that anymore?
I still remember i made a promise to when i was a little girl that i would take care of you when you get old, and now I'm telling you appa.. I will keep my words close to my heart..
But you really need to know one thing, you've disappointed all us especially me..
I miss you pa,i wish things can be fixed but it's just too late..

Friday, 9 September 2011

Goodbye my love..



I know once i told you i want you back, i cried for you!! I begged you but you left me stranded.. You told me moving on was the best.. You told me things are never going to work.. I didn't want to believe your words!! Remember when i cried to you a thousand times? I told you everything but you did not even tear.. You know my feelings? It never crossed my mind for us to say GOODBYE! It's a miracle.. But im not lost, im not gone.. I haven't forget.. This feeling that i can take no more.. I can feel everything falling down and im not coming back around again.. Remember when, we were together till the end!! Where do we belong now? I don't regret for what i've lost, cos losing you has taught me alot of things! You were my hero, but heroes can't always be heroes can they? It's getting hard to pretend, and im not coming back again. Im sorry, if i've hurt you darling! But i just can't come back to you! I really love you, but NOT YOU!! I love the OLD YOU !! Where has that boy gone?
I can't hide what has come, i have to go... And leave you alone! But always remember that i love you so..
Goodbye sunshine, take care of yourself! :)
If i show you, get to know you and hold you just for today! Im not gonna let you go, tell me that you feel the same too.
I don't want to look back, something in the past will never change.. Im for real, are you for real? I can't help it.
All i know is, i love the guy i made love too, not the guy who is talking to me today.. Im learned how to move on darling, but it doesnt mean i've stop loving you. Don't kill the littlest love i have towards you..
If we get back together, YES i know we would be the greatest couple but things wont be the same. It's all fake already, not you but ME :')
I've learned how lie..
I've told you many times not to change! Darling there is a dark cloud above you, i've always told you to smile but why must you not listen to me? Things would have been the same if you came back to me when i needed you the most..
Darling, i was there once awhile ago, but now it's hard to be stuck with the people you love when there isn't anything real..
I wish you could be happy instead, but i loved you the best i can... You're not the only one who's been through.. I've been there all alone and now so are you.. I just want you to know.. It's not your fault.. Goodbye my love.......http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-GX_OFQ-s0&feature=related

Friday, 2 September 2011

I miss you! :(

Sitting here, wishing i could see you, listen to your voice, hold your hand and  hear those crazy things you will always say. The way you make me laugh till it hurts my stomach! I miss all that. Lonely night, is it meant for me?
I don't know why, but i miss you like nobody can ever miss you.
Do you miss me too darling or am i just day dreaming? Hurmmmmm, i wish you would come back and light up my life once again.
I really miss you.
I love you lots darling..