To the love of my life, the best I ever had.

It's the 28th of October 2013. It's been a couple of days since he ended everything with me.

Hello darling, I hope you're listening. Forgive me if I'm too young for speaking out of turn.
There is someone I've been missing, I think he can be the better half of me.
I'm at the wrong place trying to fight for what is right.
Right now there is a wall between us. And to fight for you is all I ever know.

I got lost in the beauty of everything that I saw. I didn't realise that I was losing you too.
Well, hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin now.
It might as well start now, maybe I am just dreaming.
I am just waiting for you for far too long.
All I see is you and me, so come back..

Everything I can't be, is everything you should and that is why i need you here.
I'll be glad to hear your voice, I hope you're doing fine.
And if you ever wonder, I am lonely here tonight.
If I could have one wish, I wish I can have back in my arms.
Nothing has changed and no one can take your place.
Every night it only gets harder.

I tried to live without you only tears rolled out from my ears.
I miss you and I need you.
I love you more then I did before. And I am sorry it ended this way and if you asked me to stay I would.
There is no guarantee that this life is easy.

And my world is falling a part and that when I look at you.
But you're no longer here, so how do I survive?
When I look at you, I see forgiveness.. I see the truth.
You love me for who I am just like the stars hold the moon.
Don't leave me hanging. 

Hold my hands, lets take a slow dance.
As our heads lean in in, let our lips do the talking.
Maybe then we can feel what we thought has gone missing.
Because I know, I never did stop loving you.

It's not too late to fix things,
I want to wake up next to you, so please give me chance to love you.

p;s baby today i confess to you, I do not seek for anything. I am not fake and I did not have any intention to hurt you. One fine day, when you wake up from your sleep wanting me back(i hope), don't hesitate to pick up your phone and give me a call. Because you found me at my worse and fixed me. Now I am lost and insecure, i hope you'll come back any sooner to me to fix me. I may not be the best you ever had but I know I tried my level best to give you the best. Remember when I told you I love you with all my heart and soul? I meant each and every word. Every time I kiss you, it was real. Every time I held your hands, I only wanted it to be forever. I love you hubs, forever and always babe. 

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