Bottled up feelings.

Faking a smile everyday, pretending everything is okay.

Every step I take, everything I see reminds me of the past.

It's not something pleasant for me to smile when I remember, it haunts me everytime I close my eyes.

Why me?

Why do I have to go through this misery?

Despite the fact it happened years back, everytime it flashes in front of me..

I can see myself suffering, crying and wishing god would just show me some mercy.

Was too young to go through that, it wasn't something I chose.

He got away with it, but I'm still finding way to let it go.

It has burn a hole in my heart..

Everytime he touch, I get this feeling.

All I need is someone who will help me get through this.

:(

Stupid in LOVE! :)

Am I stupid to still be here? I need an answer to whatever questions I have in my mind. What am I suppose to do? My heart says I should stay, my brain says I should leave. But I am not the kind of girl who gives up easily. I fight for what I want. And I want YOU! Isn't it clear that I love you and only you? I'm just going to suck it up and face the fact. You're not my boyfriend and there a chances that you will never be mine. But till then I will stand by you, in good, bad and worse. I promise this to you sayang. I will always be right here for you! When you, yourself decide to let me go, that is when I will leave. I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU TILL YOU NEED ME NO MORE. :')