Monday, 8 October 2012

Walk.. and never turning back.


It's been more than a year, we've came so far. Things hasn't change, not even one bit. We fought and then came running back to each other. Not because we loved each other but only because we missed or felt lonely. That's exactly what we're doing, we're just feeling up each others void. I waited hoping for miracle, knowing miracle won't take it's place. Hopes were decreasing.. Faith was being questioned.. Feelings were fading. But I thought they say true love never fades? Does that mean what I have towards you isn't true? Well, I can bet you a million bucks it's so true you just can't handle it. No, I am not expecting anything in return. No, I am not saying you're not appreciating my love that I have for you but I think someone out there deserves my love other than you. You gave me too many reasons, you pointed out at my flaws not knowing that you had yours. You made me feel like I wasn't good enough. 
You know I love you so much, I would sacrifice ANYTHING just to see you smile. But I don't think it's worth it anymore. I told myself I would only leave when I see you succeed and I am sticking to it. Yes, no matter what I will be by your side waiting to see you being successful as a friend but no longer as the girl who once loved you.
You're the nicest guy I've ever came across but you're not the one for me.
I will never forget what you taught me, what you made me feel or anything that has to do with you. But all I can say is that, "IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LET GO".
Darling, this journey with you will always be "A walk to remember".
I love you so much, but I love myself even more. :)

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