Sorry..

Never make promises when you're happy and never in a million years say anything when you're mad.
I did mistakes number two and now this has made him sad. :( 
I said i'm sorry! It breaks me into pieces to know that I've became the reason to your sadness. How could I be so selfish and cold towards you when you usually put so much of effort in making me happy?
Now i feel really really bad.
I'm really sorry darling, i didn't mean to say such things. It wasn't from the heart but it was just words that came out from my mouth. I know the previous blogged has hurt you a lot and i really feel bad and i take responsible for what I've said.
But darling, you know i say things i don't mean. :( You know i love you like more than anything in this world right.
Please don't say you've got no mood and you'll talk to me tomorrow or whatever.
:(
How can i sleep without talking to you? This is a lesson to be learned for me. Well, i did tell you not to read my blog. You wanted to read it so badly now look where this has brought things too.
I don't have the right words to make you feel better and i deserve to be punished for what I've actually said.
I will never repeat this stupid mistake ever again.
I'm really sorry sayang.
I hope you know that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me..