Seeing you and pretending like everything is okay. It sucks!
You bring joy and sadness.
Wanting to let you go, but not having the heart to do so simply because I LOVE YOU SAYANG.
Some say it's affection but I know what I have for you.
Maybe lady luck just haven't knocked on my door yet or maybe she never will.
I still have something called hope.
Hope towards something that will never happen.
Maybe is because I have expectation, but it's only because I LOVE YOU.
I thank you for all the nights we've spent, I thank you for all the love and memories we've created.
Never will I forget you.
I'm doing all I can to forget you, sadly I keep failing. 
They say time heals, but I'm starting to have doubt about that.
I can barely look at you in the eyes these days, knowing just by one look I will fall all over again.
I...
I just hope this pain will come to an end..